Alright, now I must set myself and make myself a 'normal' person again. At the very end of this year, that will be the time to do the right thing. In this period, I will use the time to correct many things. *and you too, I will see you there, that time. =)
Strive! Go3!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
without wy 36days...
It's 8th October 2009. Should be around 36days. I am feeling better today, but there's one thing I don't like about me. It's not about me & her. It's about myself. What am I afraid of? Why do I find myself very discouraged on taking up new challenges? Why do I still look down on myself? What did make me becoming this? I only remembered my mother, once told me, I'm a child full of confidence. I don't quite remember since when, I have become a low self-esteem.
Alright, I think I should face it. I must take this step which I was afraid to take. I afraid to failed. If I really offered to take this job, I will try to fix the tasks, at least, with all my abilities. I will take it, not to let her down, at least, this will put myself back on track, or ... at least, she can see it sooner or later...
Alright, I think I should face it. I must take this step which I was afraid to take. I afraid to failed. If I really offered to take this job, I will try to fix the tasks, at least, with all my abilities. I will take it, not to let her down, at least, this will put myself back on track, or ... at least, she can see it sooner or later...
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
without wy 34days...
Yesterday I got to know that she was doing her experiment at uni. lab. So I decided to wait for her at the train station, even she did not reply my text messages I have sent, telling her that I will wait for her at the station. At last, I saw her, not long enough, train arrived, she boarded the train and waves goodbye.
Today, I decided just to see her from a distance. I don't know why but I did not wait at the station, just sat on the bench opposite the train station, thought she would take a bus today. I felt so tired and sleepy as I just slept for 2 hours last night. By the time I have decided to go home, I saw her driving pass the station. I think she sent her friend home who lived nearby. Even though just a glance, I'm glad to see her smiling-chatting with her friend. More than enough for today. At least I did not miss out seeing her for today. =)
I need to go to bed now. It's 6.13p.m. (GMT+8).
Today, I decided just to see her from a distance. I don't know why but I did not wait at the station, just sat on the bench opposite the train station, thought she would take a bus today. I felt so tired and sleepy as I just slept for 2 hours last night. By the time I have decided to go home, I saw her driving pass the station. I think she sent her friend home who lived nearby. Even though just a glance, I'm glad to see her smiling-chatting with her friend. More than enough for today. At least I did not miss out seeing her for today. =)
I need to go to bed now. It's 6.13p.m. (GMT+8).
Friday, October 2, 2009
without wy 30days
Past few days, really don't know what was I doing. It seems like I am not really happy bout it. I felt I don't have the energy to pursue my dreams. I don't have that encouragement given to me anymore. Until today, I don't quite know, why doesn't she just let me show. I'm sick now, hope to get well soon... I felt my life has become miserable once again...
Saturday, September 26, 2009
without wy - 5days (exact 24days)
It feels weird without her presence. This morning quite worry that she will vomit or not feeling well. I think she was late to bed last night, preparing for her examination this morning. Now, let's don't bug her, let her have a rest. She's tired. She has 1 more exam paper left, on this Wednesday. I hope that after her examinations, she will really relax. Yeah, just right after her last paper for this semester, she will head back to her hometown in the afternoon or evening with her sisters.
Last Thursday, she asked whether I would like to have a moon cake, small little one just for me. I told her I might not eat the moon cake, instead, put it there as a memento(souvenir/gift). Last night, I thought of inviting her for a movie and get both of ourselves a moon cake on next Friday, thinking that she will only going back to hometown on Friday's night. Well, cannot make it.
Last weekend was holiday, Hari Raya celebration. I managed to have 5 days-off. Coincidentally, Kelvin backed to KL and few buddies like Simon, having a small gathering and talk. It feels great, happy to see them again after so long. Many things had happened 2-3 months ago, which really brought me a big discouragement. Forget about sad things, I'm happy to meet them again.
This morning we planned to meet Cadee at the Pavillion. Haha, she called me and said will be there around 2.20-2.30p.m.. Kelvin asked to have DimSum at Pavillion first, still have 2 hours, so we go for a movie instead. Great seeing Cadee, she's still good. Gratz, she has graduated. So we just talk and talk. Anyway, thank you guys especially Kelvin for the treats, Simon, Yinng, Cadee, and all of them. Great having you guys to be friends.
Back to the story, I might not hope much, but I will just do my best to become a positive thinking person. It's not just because of you, it's because of everyone around me who cares about me. Of course, for now, I will still try to win your heart back. The feeling we shared...
Thanks Lord God Almighty for guiding me.
Last Thursday, she asked whether I would like to have a moon cake, small little one just for me. I told her I might not eat the moon cake, instead, put it there as a memento(souvenir/gift). Last night, I thought of inviting her for a movie and get both of ourselves a moon cake on next Friday, thinking that she will only going back to hometown on Friday's night. Well, cannot make it.
Last weekend was holiday, Hari Raya celebration. I managed to have 5 days-off. Coincidentally, Kelvin backed to KL and few buddies like Simon, having a small gathering and talk. It feels great, happy to see them again after so long. Many things had happened 2-3 months ago, which really brought me a big discouragement. Forget about sad things, I'm happy to meet them again.
This morning we planned to meet Cadee at the Pavillion. Haha, she called me and said will be there around 2.20-2.30p.m.. Kelvin asked to have DimSum at Pavillion first, still have 2 hours, so we go for a movie instead. Great seeing Cadee, she's still good. Gratz, she has graduated. So we just talk and talk. Anyway, thank you guys especially Kelvin for the treats, Simon, Yinng, Cadee, and all of them. Great having you guys to be friends.
Back to the story, I might not hope much, but I will just do my best to become a positive thinking person. It's not just because of you, it's because of everyone around me who cares about me. Of course, for now, I will still try to win your heart back. The feeling we shared...
Thanks Lord God Almighty for guiding me.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Pangkor trip [3rd 4th 5th of July]
Yes I'm back with another post. Are you asking me why am I going there? It's a company trip! Thanks to our bosses for this trip. Pictures might say it all. Click to enlarge the images.
Can you guess what is this mixture?
Going to Pangkor Island
We were heading back to Lumut Jetty.
Last day there.. I'm lazy to rearrange the images accordingly.
This was where we gathered while waiting for the coach to get us to the cabin.
Credits to SK.Y
Lobster? but I didn't taste it.
Credits to S.Wen
Was having buffet breakfast. I'm not feeling well, just ate cereal with milk
Credits to B.S.
BootCamp 2- got 90/100 for Team 3, first runner up in this event.
Credits to the photographer.
Learning~
Haha, having fun.
I got you.
leaving
Gala night- Plenty of nice photos taken by colleagues, but i'm lazy to upload all of them.
Wua, "manyak kaya o".
Haha, we have won as second runner up for the boot camp activities. We won 200 and a big thanks to our Mr. Chang for bringing us to "Spring Valley Chinese Restaurant" He still needs to forked out another hundreds of ringgit for the bill. Arigato!
Can you guess what is this mixture?
Going to Pangkor Island
We were heading back to Lumut Jetty.
Last day there.. I'm lazy to rearrange the images accordingly.
This was where we gathered while waiting for the coach to get us to the cabin.
Credits to SK.Y
Lobster? but I didn't taste it.
Credits to S.Wen
Was having buffet breakfast. I'm not feeling well, just ate cereal with milkCredits to B.S.
BootCamp 2- got 90/100 for Team 3, first runner up in this event.
Credits to the photographer.
Learning~
Haha, having fun.
I got you.
leaving
Gala night- Plenty of nice photos taken by colleagues, but i'm lazy to upload all of them.
Wua, "manyak kaya o".Haha, we have won as second runner up for the boot camp activities. We won 200 and a big thanks to our Mr. Chang for bringing us to "Spring Valley Chinese Restaurant" He still needs to forked out another hundreds of ringgit for the bill. Arigato!
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